Time passed away. One of my friend just got married days ago. They planned a wedding party next January. Of course I’m happy for them. But I can’t deny that I’m sad at the same time. When will my turn ?
I hate having this feeling. I always feel happy for someone who able to make their dream come true, but at the same time I looked into myself. When will I have my dream ? Will it be just only my dream, and will never come true ?
How can I convince my self not to give my dream up ? I think I’m going to be crazy always think and talk about this topic. And being more crazy just think and talk by my self. Poor me … 😦